leff wi money lone's blog

I check in and nothing changes... nothing... nothing.. nothing.
am sad, bewildered cause when things were good, things were REALLY good.

KOncas I miss U!

Da real koncas. with REAL flies and REAL pelos and REAL friends...

now... its alll gooone :-(

those were The GOOD DAYS...

nowadays.
no poetry...
no pelos...
no clever witty posting...
no pelos..
no funny funny jokes..
no pelos...
no friends..
no pelos...
no nothing...
only politics.

politics is dirt..

fuck politics...

It has been five months and I have been faithful for the most part of those months. I am proud of myself. I now feel like I want to explode though... because it goes contrary to my nature to be more or less faithful, because it goes against the nature of ANY man to be faithful. That doesn't mean that there are not men that have pulled it off but the majority of the male species are inclined to fuck around.

Women are evil...they see you struggling a little and defenses are weak and they pounce...

"fuck buddies" they call it. Just plain hot sweaty sex... no commitments. no strings attached. She wont find out.. I wont tell her and I know you wont. Don't worry about my husband... thats what they say...thats what they tell me.

I think battyman should be banned from KTV..

Sucks...

Koncas made it a bit better.. old flies pitching in again.. its been a while

no pelos though..

damn..

who are you people?

(not in order)

Tanya Carter
Megan Fletcher
Angela
Melanie
Janine S.

Help me out folks.... please add to the list

lots out there...

or put them in order

lol... YEAH!!!!!!!

Will the regular flies pitch here again?
Will the site return to its witty, humorous early days?
Will it return to the latter days of petty politics?
Will it finally wither and dry up... like a raisin in the sun?

I dont know..

Maybe Roady Knows,,,

Maybe nobody knows

maybe the menonites will get a tan..

maybe the spanish man will stop eat corn...

maybe the creole man will START eat corn...

maybe the maya man will stop give trouble when he drinks....

lets wait and see...

Partying is nice right? Drinking the barrel is fun right? And having sex is the BOMB! But at the end of the day, if you are partying, drinking and having sex with strangers the time will come that you will realize... That you are all alone...

Somewhere between the dark, gloomy, rainy day and the song by the cranberries it hit me that I was sad, that I didn't have a real Girlfriend, I had NO ONE to turn to... no-one to pick me up from my melancholy, nobody to offer me a shoulder...

i have a bunch of "friends" who give TEMPORARY solace but at the end of the day (or night) they leave and you stay...

I wanted to cradle her in my arms forever, I wanted to protect her, to make things right, somehow change history and erase the pain and hurt that she had gone through...

This happened a couple months ago and it is only now that I can even think about it.

I went to the disco, met a girl, linked up and went home. Lying in bed afterwards, I got her talking and the story she told me was so sad and frightening that I couldn't grasp it initially.

The told me the story of how her father raped her at the age of fourteen and how after she told her mother she was scolded and made to feel as if it was HER fault... and after going to the police by herself she was made to feel like SHE was in the wrong by all her neighbors and friends...and crying for hours by herself and being lost and ALONE and not knowing who to turn to and thinking about killing herself. The community was critical of her and the trial broke up her family and the parents separated and then to make matters worse her stepfather made it known to her AND her mother that he wanted "some of your daughter" and her mother insisting to her that she "give it to him"....

But me think unno white..
Me think unno have wha latta cheeze...
me think that the milk get
blown in the breeze...

now unno have oil
with the oil unno have more cheeze
me think that the milk get
blown in the breeze...

now unno get royalties
and royalties mean more cheeze
and now dat di milk inna di breeze
me smell it stink and start to sneeze

when you sneeze because milk is in the breeze
that means all the cheeze dat get freeze
and mek into cheeze whiz leff di poor belizean
with no cheeze at all.

But you menoh-nites are belizean too
so do as you please
but it would be nice